Monday, June 25, 2007
after reading azam's entry, i suddenly feel like making a new one.
well, first of all, let me start off with faisal's advanced birthday celebration last saturday (23rd june) which took place at ecp pit 19. i expected a huge turnout honestly cos i heard his gf invited not only his secondary mates but also his colleagues, primary sch friends, cousins and ngee ann mates. eme and i reached quite late cos of some stuff. all my close friends were present. i could see that faisal was really happy that day. this coming friday's his birthday, so HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY la faisal!the food was great, particularly the ayam la. the rempah ratus beratus the nenek put was very different from all the chickens i've tasted. we became so thirsty after eating that most of us finished the chilled drinks there. so eme and i made our way to 7 11 to buy some water. (she went to mac's toilet first to pee). bumped into abg heerman and kak ayu while we were in 7 11. bought us some drinks and headed back to the pit. we left the place quite late but however, fortunately, we managed to catch the last bus that passes city hall. and what happened after that, i shall not elaborate it here.
i went home feeling quite scared la. diah and i knew that both of us were in trouble.
i miss eme so much.
ok, now, the best part, yesterday!
finally, my team got to go against my family team! and boy, it turned out to be so gooooood. as i expected, the opponents had a lot of possession of the ball, especially during 1st half. i didn't start the 1st half for tactical reasons and i was standing outside, enjoying the game. my dad was great that day. if noone from my team didn't notice him or not impressed by his skills, flair and technique, i would say they're blind. the opponents scored first as Abg Bob put his name first on the scoresheet.
then minutes after that, we gave a penalty to the opponents when Leonie (or whatever his name is) handled the ball very stupidly in our own box. my uncle stepped up..... and shot straight towards Wesley, my goalie, which Wesley cleared with his right foot. still 1-0 down then.. then suddenly yun got injured (or i should say, shagged). coach called me to replace him. my big family that came down to support my family team (they always come down, that's i love the team so much) were cheekily saying aloud, "hero nak masuk ah". coach told me i was going to play my favourite position which is attacking mid.
10 mins went by and i think i only got possession of the ball once though i made some tackles. seconds after that, azam was making a solo attack up front. i decided to follow up in case of loose ball or sthg. and it did happen. i took the loose ball and drove the ball down hard with a half-volley straight to the corner of the goal. 1-1! i felt happy but sorry at the same time. faisal came on in the dying minutes of the 1st half and started the 2nd half but his playing was shortlived cos his tapak boot tercabut. i really pity him la. he must have felt disappointed for not able to contribute much. i didn;t enjoy the 2nd half as much as the 1st one. some people are just not meant to play football la. sorry to say. 15 mins into the 2nd half, something happened. the opponent attacked from the flank and a loose ball went nicely toward my dad. the loose ball came from a height of approximately 4 metres which i dont think any player could volley it nicely..but abah did it and he made it look so easy. the ball went into the top right hand corner. faisal looked at me, lips bridged down on the ends with his head noddin slowly, acknowledging what had happened. i just want everyone to know how great a player my abah is. and from his first-time volley, i'm sure all my teammates know.
we were 2-1 down. then opportunist goal from the opponents made it 3-1. by then, i felt there was no way for us to win. coach replaced me cos he knew i wasn't enjoying and that my right ankle was really giving me difficulties. must be archilles. azam came on when i limped off. the boy really made his chances count. he earned a penalty single-handedly and converted it home. 3-2. taufiq (our unsung hero) made alot of last minute tackles at the back which saved us from further humiliation. he should be the man-of the-match. (not azam hehe). too bad taufiq had to play with under-qualified centre backs. if not for taufiq....haiz.
we attacked alot and one chance came to azam. he had one guy to beat in order to pass the ball to siva or one-on-one with the keeper. the ball was bouncing and he didn't beat the guy. he straight away beat the keeper as he lobbed the ball in. the keeper had a hand to it but the force wasn't there to keep the ball out. the keeper really loooked clumsy when he feell. haha.
3-3! we felt that the match would resulted in a draw. i would very happy to draw with my family team cos i know they're a ver very good team. then in the dying minutes, who else but azam (nampak sah tengah seronok baca ni) brought himself together wit the ball to the flank. he beat my cousin to send a fairly high cross in. siva headed it home and in a blink of an eye, we were up 4-3! and it happened to be the last attack of the game! everyone from my team was elated. to score against my family team is one thing, but to win against them? what do u think?
but whatever it is, i still believe and will always do, that it's much more fun playing for my family team.
and baby....i'm missing u so much.u're on flight and im here at home. waiting for granny to come and help her cook. come home soon k hon. tell u what,i come pick u up later.
well, first of all, let me start off with faisal's advanced birthday celebration last saturday (23rd june) which took place at ecp pit 19. i expected a huge turnout honestly cos i heard his gf invited not only his secondary mates but also his colleagues, primary sch friends, cousins and ngee ann mates. eme and i reached quite late cos of some stuff. all my close friends were present. i could see that faisal was really happy that day. this coming friday's his birthday, so HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY la faisal!the food was great, particularly the ayam la. the rempah ratus beratus the nenek put was very different from all the chickens i've tasted. we became so thirsty after eating that most of us finished the chilled drinks there. so eme and i made our way to 7 11 to buy some water. (she went to mac's toilet first to pee). bumped into abg heerman and kak ayu while we were in 7 11. bought us some drinks and headed back to the pit. we left the place quite late but however, fortunately, we managed to catch the last bus that passes city hall. and what happened after that, i shall not elaborate it here.
i went home feeling quite scared la. diah and i knew that both of us were in trouble.
i miss eme so much.
ok, now, the best part, yesterday!
finally, my team got to go against my family team! and boy, it turned out to be so gooooood. as i expected, the opponents had a lot of possession of the ball, especially during 1st half. i didn't start the 1st half for tactical reasons and i was standing outside, enjoying the game. my dad was great that day. if noone from my team didn't notice him or not impressed by his skills, flair and technique, i would say they're blind. the opponents scored first as Abg Bob put his name first on the scoresheet.
then minutes after that, we gave a penalty to the opponents when Leonie (or whatever his name is) handled the ball very stupidly in our own box. my uncle stepped up..... and shot straight towards Wesley, my goalie, which Wesley cleared with his right foot. still 1-0 down then.. then suddenly yun got injured (or i should say, shagged). coach called me to replace him. my big family that came down to support my family team (they always come down, that's i love the team so much) were cheekily saying aloud, "hero nak masuk ah". coach told me i was going to play my favourite position which is attacking mid.
10 mins went by and i think i only got possession of the ball once though i made some tackles. seconds after that, azam was making a solo attack up front. i decided to follow up in case of loose ball or sthg. and it did happen. i took the loose ball and drove the ball down hard with a half-volley straight to the corner of the goal. 1-1! i felt happy but sorry at the same time. faisal came on in the dying minutes of the 1st half and started the 2nd half but his playing was shortlived cos his tapak boot tercabut. i really pity him la. he must have felt disappointed for not able to contribute much. i didn;t enjoy the 2nd half as much as the 1st one. some people are just not meant to play football la. sorry to say. 15 mins into the 2nd half, something happened. the opponent attacked from the flank and a loose ball went nicely toward my dad. the loose ball came from a height of approximately 4 metres which i dont think any player could volley it nicely..but abah did it and he made it look so easy. the ball went into the top right hand corner. faisal looked at me, lips bridged down on the ends with his head noddin slowly, acknowledging what had happened. i just want everyone to know how great a player my abah is. and from his first-time volley, i'm sure all my teammates know.
we were 2-1 down. then opportunist goal from the opponents made it 3-1. by then, i felt there was no way for us to win. coach replaced me cos he knew i wasn't enjoying and that my right ankle was really giving me difficulties. must be archilles. azam came on when i limped off. the boy really made his chances count. he earned a penalty single-handedly and converted it home. 3-2. taufiq (our unsung hero) made alot of last minute tackles at the back which saved us from further humiliation. he should be the man-of the-match. (not azam hehe). too bad taufiq had to play with under-qualified centre backs. if not for taufiq....haiz.
we attacked alot and one chance came to azam. he had one guy to beat in order to pass the ball to siva or one-on-one with the keeper. the ball was bouncing and he didn't beat the guy. he straight away beat the keeper as he lobbed the ball in. the keeper had a hand to it but the force wasn't there to keep the ball out. the keeper really loooked clumsy when he feell. haha.
3-3! we felt that the match would resulted in a draw. i would very happy to draw with my family team cos i know they're a ver very good team. then in the dying minutes, who else but azam (nampak sah tengah seronok baca ni) brought himself together wit the ball to the flank. he beat my cousin to send a fairly high cross in. siva headed it home and in a blink of an eye, we were up 4-3! and it happened to be the last attack of the game! everyone from my team was elated. to score against my family team is one thing, but to win against them? what do u think?
but whatever it is, i still believe and will always do, that it's much more fun playing for my family team.
and baby....i'm missing u so much.u're on flight and im here at home. waiting for granny to come and help her cook. come home soon k hon. tell u what,i come pick u up later.
11:07 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
hi and gd morning to all of you reading this right now!
first of all, i'd like to say sorry for i've not been updating. busy lah.
let's see what shall i blog today...
ok this coming sunday (24th), i'll be head-to-head against my dad ta fuchun sec. my team will be playing against my dad's team. oh ya btw my dad's team consists of my big family (of course on his side). my uncles, cousins and relatives play for the team. strictly no outsiders, my uncle once said. i'm so proud of this family team. but this sunday i have to go against them. whatever the result is, i'm sure it will be a very healthy and fun friendly match.
oh ya went to vivo city with my significant other together with her siblings last thurs (14 june) to watch Fantastic Four. the kids remind me of how fun it was when Faiz was a little boy.
u see, Faiz looks different from me n my sis. he looks more like a chinese than me, melayu jati... hehe... it was so fun when he was a little boy and me and my sis would play with him which most of the time would end up with an end with a lot of mischief and to the dismay of my mum. i can still remember how diligent my dad was when my mum was in hospital with Faiz. i'm so proud to be born into this family.
my dad has been my source of inspiration. he always makes me realise that great things in life don't come easily. though i wasn't that happy when he sold our Suzuki Liana to procure Kia Sportage, i knew it was for his family. comfort, space and fun (as there's vcd/dvd player in the car).
my mum is my pillar of strength. whenever i see mum cry, i'd cry. she'd keep reminding us not to brag and show off when she feels we're getting big-headed. everyday after prayers. my parents are the first ones i doakan. safety, happiness and everything every son would want his parents to be.
i'm sorry if what u read above is boring.
have a good day............
demi satu jiwa satu alunan irama
melamar kasih seharum mawar
demi satu jiwa satu impian yg indah
mencipta hari yg paling sempurna
first of all, i'd like to say sorry for i've not been updating. busy lah.
let's see what shall i blog today...
ok this coming sunday (24th), i'll be head-to-head against my dad ta fuchun sec. my team will be playing against my dad's team. oh ya btw my dad's team consists of my big family (of course on his side). my uncles, cousins and relatives play for the team. strictly no outsiders, my uncle once said. i'm so proud of this family team. but this sunday i have to go against them. whatever the result is, i'm sure it will be a very healthy and fun friendly match.
oh ya went to vivo city with my significant other together with her siblings last thurs (14 june) to watch Fantastic Four. the kids remind me of how fun it was when Faiz was a little boy.
u see, Faiz looks different from me n my sis. he looks more like a chinese than me, melayu jati... hehe... it was so fun when he was a little boy and me and my sis would play with him which most of the time would end up with an end with a lot of mischief and to the dismay of my mum. i can still remember how diligent my dad was when my mum was in hospital with Faiz. i'm so proud to be born into this family.
my dad has been my source of inspiration. he always makes me realise that great things in life don't come easily. though i wasn't that happy when he sold our Suzuki Liana to procure Kia Sportage, i knew it was for his family. comfort, space and fun (as there's vcd/dvd player in the car).
my mum is my pillar of strength. whenever i see mum cry, i'd cry. she'd keep reminding us not to brag and show off when she feels we're getting big-headed. everyday after prayers. my parents are the first ones i doakan. safety, happiness and everything every son would want his parents to be.
i'm sorry if what u read above is boring.
have a good day............
demi satu jiwa satu alunan irama
melamar kasih seharum mawar
demi satu jiwa satu impian yg indah
mencipta hari yg paling sempurna
10:56 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
ok i admit i've been lazy. too lazy to update this pathetic blog of mine. well, it's april and my birthday is coming soon. can't wait to celebrate with the loved ones. brithdays aside, let's talk about some serious business. not that my birthday is not a serious matter, it is, but what i'm going to touch on is more serious cos it invloves matters of the heart and to a large extent, feelings.
let's start with a scenario first shall we?
a guy brings his significant other to outings with his friends. hoping the significant other and the friends would get along cos both parties mean a lot to him. so ya, as we all should expect, the friends become nice and gentle when talking to the gf and the guy feels happy. but as time goes by, these friends start to get on his nerves, of course, without they realising it, with remarks and comments and probably accompanied with some wild gestures and assumptions about the guy and his gf. but the thing here is that, most of it has been about his gf.
and so, as cliche as it seems, that guy is me. (take note that this my space, my blog. whatever i'm going to say might make you wonder why am i taking things too seriously. some of you will meet up after this or by chance, just bump into each other, and start talking about what's being said here. for me, i just want to make known my feelings. explaining to everyone at one time would be awkward and almost impossible. so this is when, this pathetic blog comes in handy.)
it all started when she came to have lunch with me in school. and a friend of mine just can't, til now, call her by her real name. i know the name is spelt like that, which is unique to me, but the u know the pronunciation is not exactly what u think it is. you're one great friend of mine in campus but things like these make me ......i don't know, feel distant from u. ok, it should be you who feels distant from me. just please just try calling her by the real name. ini bukan ejaan melayu nak baku2. it's eme, pronounced as "amy". get it?
now for my high school friends. not all of them are insensitive but some. i do admit i'm one of the insensitive ones but i'm mostly that when i'm on the field. cos some people just don't learn. ok forget about football. haiz... honestly, i'm really tired to explain myself, my feelings here. i just want you guys to know that commenting on my loved ones, as in this case, my love, can be a serious thing. a slight aggressive remark could just make me snap. on the inside of course. gotta be honest with you. i'm a very gullible and vulnerable at times but i'm one considerate guy. believe it or not, i am. you guys go n run your mouths like that about her. ok, not anything bad about her but those kinky and "suspicious" sayings you guys make of her. i really resent those.
please, just please.... stop it. well, at least i have to admit that she's hot. deny it, and you're in denial. face it. if you think those remarks you've been making would make me feel proud or something, then you're wrong. i don't go fantasize about your gf right? or your squeeze or your exes.... and one gentle reminder, to all my friends who are attached or dating or whatever. please keep those confidential details of what you've done with your partner or gf to yourselves. telling the whole world how those girls' physical features look like is really not doing those girls any favour. and i find it unethical to boast about it. sins are sins. those moments that we've sinned should be shared or kept, not to be proud of or worse, boast about it.
dalah. sakit hati jugak eh kalau nak blog benda2 yang merisikokan perasaan dan soal hati? tak ke gitu? ok la... tu lah. since you people really wanted me to update right, here it is. been keeping this inside for quite long. í'm really sorry cos i know i've done wrong to almost all of you. i'm trying to change and to a certain extent, have been successful. to hurt and being hurt is two very different matters. so i'm just going to leave it like it is. i believe my main points aren't stressed out here cos i don't want to seem so ridiculous and too sensitive. partly, too, is because i would not wanna hurt some parties' feelings.
to a great day today. i wanna go and find work. gotta get ready for interview later at 2. wharf operations supervisor. hai............... ok people. wait patiently for another adventure of Mr Farhan.
let's start with a scenario first shall we?
a guy brings his significant other to outings with his friends. hoping the significant other and the friends would get along cos both parties mean a lot to him. so ya, as we all should expect, the friends become nice and gentle when talking to the gf and the guy feels happy. but as time goes by, these friends start to get on his nerves, of course, without they realising it, with remarks and comments and probably accompanied with some wild gestures and assumptions about the guy and his gf. but the thing here is that, most of it has been about his gf.
and so, as cliche as it seems, that guy is me. (take note that this my space, my blog. whatever i'm going to say might make you wonder why am i taking things too seriously. some of you will meet up after this or by chance, just bump into each other, and start talking about what's being said here. for me, i just want to make known my feelings. explaining to everyone at one time would be awkward and almost impossible. so this is when, this pathetic blog comes in handy.)
it all started when she came to have lunch with me in school. and a friend of mine just can't, til now, call her by her real name. i know the name is spelt like that, which is unique to me, but the u know the pronunciation is not exactly what u think it is. you're one great friend of mine in campus but things like these make me ......i don't know, feel distant from u. ok, it should be you who feels distant from me. just please just try calling her by the real name. ini bukan ejaan melayu nak baku2. it's eme, pronounced as "amy". get it?
now for my high school friends. not all of them are insensitive but some. i do admit i'm one of the insensitive ones but i'm mostly that when i'm on the field. cos some people just don't learn. ok forget about football. haiz... honestly, i'm really tired to explain myself, my feelings here. i just want you guys to know that commenting on my loved ones, as in this case, my love, can be a serious thing. a slight aggressive remark could just make me snap. on the inside of course. gotta be honest with you. i'm a very gullible and vulnerable at times but i'm one considerate guy. believe it or not, i am. you guys go n run your mouths like that about her. ok, not anything bad about her but those kinky and "suspicious" sayings you guys make of her. i really resent those.
please, just please.... stop it. well, at least i have to admit that she's hot. deny it, and you're in denial. face it. if you think those remarks you've been making would make me feel proud or something, then you're wrong. i don't go fantasize about your gf right? or your squeeze or your exes.... and one gentle reminder, to all my friends who are attached or dating or whatever. please keep those confidential details of what you've done with your partner or gf to yourselves. telling the whole world how those girls' physical features look like is really not doing those girls any favour. and i find it unethical to boast about it. sins are sins. those moments that we've sinned should be shared or kept, not to be proud of or worse, boast about it.
dalah. sakit hati jugak eh kalau nak blog benda2 yang merisikokan perasaan dan soal hati? tak ke gitu? ok la... tu lah. since you people really wanted me to update right, here it is. been keeping this inside for quite long. í'm really sorry cos i know i've done wrong to almost all of you. i'm trying to change and to a certain extent, have been successful. to hurt and being hurt is two very different matters. so i'm just going to leave it like it is. i believe my main points aren't stressed out here cos i don't want to seem so ridiculous and too sensitive. partly, too, is because i would not wanna hurt some parties' feelings.
to a great day today. i wanna go and find work. gotta get ready for interview later at 2. wharf operations supervisor. hai............... ok people. wait patiently for another adventure of Mr Farhan.
7:54 AM
Monday, February 05, 2007
Tercipta Untukku - UNGU
Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragakuKu ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragakuKu ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
3:27 PM