woahhoooo!!!
school was great just now.
E, Lan,Wan n me really had a gd time laughing abt Matthew
n some others also..
Captain Chatur released us early by one hour.
n u know we were so happy of course.
Kak msged so late..
asking me why i didnt wait for her..
ok ok its my fault cos i didnt ask her earlier if she wants
me to wait for her after school..my fault k..
E is going for operation tomorrow.
His ulcers are getting worse n i feel sorry for him.
Good luck E..Mok semua doakan utk mu..

about my entry yesterday on the 15th..
i was out of my mind maybe..
when im on high dudgeon,it just gets out of control.
if we cant learn to forgive..how is it possible to forget..
well sorry i cant forgive people that easily..

to all of you that i've hurt without knowing it.
im sorry..
i love you all..
my friends even.
without you all,who am i..
sometimes we can see people's fault..
but we dont realise ours are bigger n worse..

to Mama , Mak , Abah , Diah , Faiz , Tante , Pak Ngah, Q , Syukri ,
E , Wan , Lan , Kak , Naz....
my cold actions,my sharp words,my grousing..
all came out from an angry heart..
n maybe i was joking w u all..

i would rather hurt myself than seeing u all hurt.
maybe to you im spouting nonsense again.
up to you..
its not your fault..its your life..its your asset..
u have the right to hate me..

8:35 PM