Monday, January 03, 2005

do u know how it feels like when u love someone & u're not sure whether he or she is in love with u?
that's wat im feeling now.
i should say that we're close (not VERY close though) & she's treating me good enuff as a friend.
i really don't know what to do.
i think it's not the right time to "ask" her.ohh wat the hell i think that time will never ever come.
it will never happen..
my friends keep telling me that she's a great catch but they don't know...
just don't know how i feel inside..
im not promiscuous..well a lousy intro about me i guess..
sorry..
from the way she talks to me n touches me,i can see that she totally has no feelings towards me.
cause she'll be conservative in her actions if she does.
the hurt n disappointment i suffered & felt from my last so-called "fucked-up" relationship transformed me to be a stronger person.
n she's the one, the driven force behind me that time.
i bet she doesn't even know about it.
lets just end this with these words.......
to be continued...


kadang aku berfikir dapatkah kita terus cuba
mendayung perahu kita menyatukan ingin kita
sedang selalu saja silap yg kecil mengusik
bagai angin berhembus kencang goyangkan kaki kita

genggam tanganku jgn bimbang
tak usahlah lagi dikenang
daif diri yg pernah datang jadikan pengajaran sayang
dengar bisikanku oh dinda
cuba lapangkan dada kita
terima aku apa adanya jujur hati yg kita jaga

bila gundahmu tak menghilang
hentikan dulu dayung kita'
bila kau ingin lupakan daku
ku tak tahu apalah daya....


9:43 PM




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my love
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percussions
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