im such a bairn...

y am i so judgemental?
so conservative?
so f*cking senstitive?
just cannot let go of the past?

how can i tell her?so near yet so far....

ok ok dont be sad Farhan...tell them what uve done for the past few days.

lets see...hmmm...i passed my motorcycle prac 1.03 juz now..weweweweeee!
u go boy!tmr im having Riding Theory prac n on saturday, Riding
Theory evaluation..
n my next riding prac is on tues..heheee!!!

haiz still not happy after so many achivements..
what's happenig to you Farhan?
u asshole u!
im so scared to know the truth.the ultimate answer.
ive so many flaws..so many negative points...
im getting fatter each day...i can feel it..
i cant simply transfer those things into Anjakan Paradigma
its not that easy u know..

its like ive been thrown a lifeline...
is it the right time to use it? now?

n btw my cats are getting on my nerves..
they are starting to shit everywhere..
its so unlike them.
wat happened u guys? wat telah happen?
Abah wants me to release them by next week.
i admit its a burden looking after them but im a cat lover.
n the thing is,cats love me too...yoohoo!!
but still i cant have a cat to be my wife right..
hehehe shut up Farhan..u suck u know that?!

ok lah its 1.39am right now..i wanna slp..
wanna dream of her..biz girl,here i come to rescue you!

gd night to you..
not u dumbhead..the girl from biz dept is the one im referring to..

1:03 AM