sorry i have to delete my earlier entry...

congrats Cik Apis for your splendid performance for Rock Opera concert.
seeing your name on Berita Harian makes me so proud of you.
"dengan tiupan maut Hafiz Jamat..."
Abah was like so elated n proud that he asked to send u a message.
i believe Cik Su has informed you ya.

my friends n relatives are doing so fine with their lives.
why is mine not going astream with them?
guess im just fated not to be like that.
i suffered so many ilnesses lately.
eczaemia,flu,cough,headaches...............
hypertension -> that's what the doctor said.
thanks, i really appreciate that.
my life is not going according to MY plans.

tmr's the start of the new term..
poly friends are'nt like my secondary hommies.

and now many are starting to isolate me.
love me or hate me,this is who i am.
certainly emotions take over intelligence when ppl are angry right?
and my friends are drifting away from me..
not all,but some..and some is not a few!

if you think what im doing lately is just to "earn" sympathy.
then i have nothing to say..Fuck You ok!
im arrogant right! stuck up! act cute!
please change my dear friends...

10:03 PM