my assigments are piling up and my talentime final is on next week 24th march.
on the 21st,22nd and 23rd,i have exams on that days.
so ya im choked up inside and maybe just maybe im suffering from depression.
but the last rehearsal was great.the way fiza and nurul danced!
im fascinated but there were no any intentions or whatsoever.
just fascinated...fullstop.

im so happy to see that those i know,friends i mean,are happy with their partners.
and i have no plans to find one for me any time soon..
cos i believe my mum has not received the highest level of love from me yet.
the last fucked up relationship really taught me something.
sometimes its the external factors that tear u apart.
we were still deeply in love.and i let her go cos i loved her.
but the truth is a hinderance....a maze we can never escape.
i hope she's doing fine after her late break-up w a guy after me.

wanna know wat y'all ? i just dont know whats wrong with me.
just wat is it that im really finding...
i dont hurt people when im down..i hurt myself.
there's a rebellion ready to happen in my heart.but against who?
myself again...maybe u all think that im trying gain sympathy.
its accidental that i tend to need people that dont need me in their lives.

very sad right!!

10:46 PM