im unpredictable .
yeah ?
insecure . steady influx of pressure .
no . . not from friends . . but myself .
life is but a dream for me .
people who were close to me are drifting away .
and why ?
because of my fucking mouth .
they cant stand it . i'm so careless .
i'm not wise . i'm not good with words .
thank u guys for hating me .
i cant buy your shit . our promises , down the drain .

so now i'm here . alone .
u guys have your friends . reliable friends .
i have too . but it will never be the same without u.
i'll try not to think about it .
cos that's what you're doing now .
anyway i dont mean anything to you .
u dont owe me anything .

so ya .
im saying goodbye too .
not because i have a lot more friends than u guys .
its the hurt n damage ive done .
n being the stubborn me ,
i dont want to even try to change anything about it .

peace and love ,
the useless .

10:05 AM