i dont mean to change things for the worse.
ive never told u off before.
if u think what im doing now is wrong
then im sorry.
from what u've u said,i believe that
this friendship is going nowhere.
n it no longer means anything.
i know ive hurt u with my words before.
u will never know why i chose to do that.
and now what ure saying....
haizzz....no comments.

sometimes it sucks to be close to someone.
when u know the fact that
u'll drift away from her after that.
even the relationship im having w kakak
is not as good as what it used to be.
y?!
cos of my stupid problems.
she always msges me, asking me
if im ok or not.
and now mak and mama dont want me to
meet her anymore.
they think we are a couple.
and the stupid common tak-fikir-jauh
reason is ......
kakak is older than me.
ya..she's 22 and im 19.
we're relatives anyway.
just not directly related.

the AIN saga still haunts mama.
dont fall for your fucking relatives A'an!

so ya maybe im not
a fucking brave person after all.

u like the sound of that, don't u?

told u ur friends hate me.
n u keep denying.

2:35 PM