look into my eyes
im jaded now
whatever that means by sharing these things
i rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until i wake up
the orange i choked and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means

so share with me cause i need it right now
let me see your insides or write me off
cause i'd rather starve now if u won't open up
give it to me

whatever u want
it's never been me to want this much from u
i can see it tears me up

i still remember a year ago
the times we spent
i think that i'm happier now
up from the down by all means
it's strange cause i feel the same way
i think of what it looks like
i think of what it tastes like
same strange said it's strange
cause i feel the same
makes me ill
still remember what it tastes like
what it feels like

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