Thursday, September 22, 2005
the truth is torn away from my sight.
i know it's not gonna work,
but yet im still trying.
there are two very good examples
God has shown me.
still defiant...like usual.
u don't want me gone.
they didn't want me gone.
lets just see if it's gonna happen again.
my mind wants me to stop.
but my heart needs a companion.
it seems that my _ _ _ _ life will never be beautiful.
drift away from people i was close to.
-> 2 people
u who promised to be with me
-> 2 people
but what the heck,
im still alive.
so just live it the way ive always lived it.
its great to be away from school for 6 months
starting from 3rd October.
will not see faggots,lesbians and
those associated with them.
u just hate me don't u.
just say so.
u'll feel good after that.
so for now....
til i never see u again,
please don't take care of yourself.
1:29 PM