went out with dear Sharmie yesterday.
wanted to hold her hand...but.
let it stay that way k?
dear Kakak has always been there whenever i need her.

called buddie Azlan.
asked for some pointers.
what to tell her...what to say....
he said i should tell her everything that's inside.
and accept whatever may come after that.
as a man, i should face the consequences.
must face..

sometimes my heart opposes what i say.
in denial? maybe....don't think so.
i wanted and needed to meet u.
but i don't see the need now.
i'm not in that circle of friends of yours
that u can treasure.
hell, i'm not worth remembering.

and kak....it's true
i still have feelings for her.
it's no use telling her kak, Lan.
i'm not her type.
her type is TYPE 501..
ok ok just joking.
girls don't like boys girls like cars and money
ain would hate me for this.

u and I were like siblings.
siblings.
i loved u more than that.

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